Wednesday, October 13, 2010
This brings me to the point of this post. Over the last year or so my husband has put on quite a few pounds. He use to weigh around 170 or alittle higher but now he weighs 205 lbs. We were talking earlier and I told him I couldn't wait until I can officially say that I weigh less than him. I still have about 23 lbs or so before I can say that but at least I'm getting closer each day. I look forward to standing beside my husband and feeling like we look like a normal couple. I want to feel like my husband is proud to have me as his wife. I'm just sick of being ashamed and embarassed, for myself, my husband and my kids.
I have so much hope for my future now. I'm going to be healthy and strong and I'm going to gain confidence and self esteem that I haven't had for a very long time. I'm learning to believe in myself and live life instead of hiding from it. There is not a food in this world that is worth losing what I'm gaining right now.