Wednesday, October 20, 2010
I'm still eating right and exercising but it just seems like I'm losing some of my momentum. I'm going through the motions but I'm not really focused on what I'm trying to achieve. Maybe thats a good thing, maybe that means its becoming habit and I don't have to think about losing weight every second of the day but if thats true then this is a new experience for me.
It's hard to keep going on this journey when you are surrounded by people who really don't support you. I know there are people around me that are secretly wishing I would fail once again. To those people I say KISS MY BIG FAT ASS because your negativity only gives me strength and determination to keep going.
I wrote this post to remind myself why I started this weight loss journey. It's my time to put myself first and to become who I know I can be and I refuse to let anyone or anything stand in my way. I will not spend one more second of my life damaging my body, mind or spirit. I love my family and I will continue to do everything I can to take care of them but I need time to take care of myself to. Like the saying goes if momma ain't happy nobody's happy.
I am recommitting myself to my weight loss goals and to everything I'm trying to accomplish, not only for myself but for my family to. I need to get refocused on what's most important right now and stop letting everything else stand in my way. Screw the people that don't support me because I don't need you to succeed. I'm the star of this show and its time for me to shine.