From as far back as I can remember I have been overweight and have attempted one diet after another to try to become that skinny girl I always dreamed of being. I'm starting this blog in hopes of using this as my motivational tool to finally change my lifestyle and get healthy. Feel free to cheer me on, give me advice or criticize me if need be. I'm way tougher on myself than anyone else can be on me.
Last night my husband was sitting beside me and he said he was getting a surprise at work this Friday. I said what surprise, thinking that maybe he was buying something from someone he worked with. Well he proudly announced that to help out some charity he had bought a dozen doughnuts from Krispy Kreme. I said are you crazy why would you get something like that to bring in this house when you know I'm trying to lose weight. He said he thought the kids would enjoy them and that he was trying to do something nice to help out the cause that people were selling them for. Now it is not like him at all to pay $7.00 for a dozen doughnuts and if I had done that he would have said I was crazy. I feel strong enough to resist the urge to eat them but why would I set myself up for temptation when I don't have to plus honestly my kids don't need them either. He saw how upset I was and said that he would just keep them at work and give them out to his friends but sometimes I just feel like he is out to sabotage me, I've even told him so. He says he's not but I called him a food pusher last night because he is always asking me if I want this or want that and I have to say no. All I can say is thank God my willpower is so strong.
Do you have people in your life that you feel are out to sabotage you? What do you do to keep this from happening?